AJ, you have the sweetest heart. You are a lovely soul. You are kind and compassionate. There's so much good in you. There's nothing "shitty" about you at all.

And if it makes you feel any better, because of what I said earlier (about us being hard-wired for the response you had to that man), most people would likely respond just as you did.

And here's another thought - I meant to say this earlier and it slipped out of my head!

We're also often good at picking up energy about people. You know that 'thing' where someone just rubs you the wrong way? Or when you just get a bad feeling about someone? You don't even have to have a reason, but something feels off?

We've all got some intuitive ability - some of us more than others. But again, this is a part of our built-in alarm system. We can sense another person's energy, their bad intentions.

Like if you were going to hire someone for a job that required super security, trust etc. and you sensed that someone was dishonest, even if you didn't have "proof" you'd likely be picking up something about them that actually was untrustworthy.

I have a suspicion that you are actually extremely intuitive, that you connect with the energy of others, or of situations, and you get a sense when something doesn't feel right - and you're proven to be correct.

This might also have been at play, because as it turned out, that man was actually a part of the awfulness that took place, right?? So you were not wrong to feel creeped out by him!

Nothing "shitty" about you at all, my friend. Just intuitive, intelligent, discerning, and all kinds of other good stuff!