Beautiful, my friend. I appreciate your reflections and can relate to much of what you’ve shared here.
I’m extremely aware of my mortality and have been since I was a teen. Between too many friends dying before I was 20 plus my own many life-threatening situations, I get it. I will die. It makes me value every moment and with each one that passes, the rest become increasingly valuable.
I’m in the process of revamping all aspects of my life as I’ve had many changes in environment, work, finances, health, spiritual practice, and now rejoining the world gradually. Sorting out routines and desires, needs, etc. Thank you for this. Lots to think about. Deeply appreciated. 🙏🏻