Dearest Rebecca, how lovely to receive your message 💜 You've been on my mind a lot in recent weeks but I've not been good at 'outputting' for a while. Yep, I'd prefer a rapid death, too - although it sucks that Peter John was so excited I was coming and he'd got his motorised wheelchair just before I arrived, got the ramp built and we were finally going to get him out of that room and enjoying his life again. He was so strong in spite of his longer-term ailments and was talking about us getting a pet and having at least five years together (whether or not that was realistic, he was feeling pretty well and wasn't having awful symptoms).

But it wasn't meant to be. His soul had other ideas.

Witchy and I are absorbing the shock and settling into yet another new reality, now beginning to turn our attention to whatever lies ahead.

Sending you lots of love and hoping all is well with you 💜💙💜💙💜💙