Frances, thank you so much for your kind comments about my responses!! 💜
I understand that waffling back and forth that you're feeling. I know nothing anyone can say will help but I do hope you consider what Georgie might have said if you'd been able to ask her.
Actually...just thinking of the little series I wrote here about a couple of my snakes (one in particular, with whom I shared a deep bond) and what happened when an animal communicator entered our lives.
I don't like to push my writing on people; that's so rude! However, I'm going to suggest you read this series because I truly think it will help you. If you read it, you'll know why, and in case you do, I don't want to say why at this point and give anything away.
No pressure, of course. It's just that I know that agonising gnawing in your guts that bites you now and then, and I think this series might help. If you want to take a peek, it's here:
https://libertyforrestauthor.medium.com/list/my-snakes-4745d34ea672