Gosh, you are SO not alone here, Lovely. No wonder you were angry at love. You gave up everything for your husband and family, so he could move with his job (how did he expect you to continue with your own goals in that environment?? While raising a family and trying to give them stability, too??!).

I'm glad you've separated "love" from the issues that have come up because of the way others have treated you. When you find the real thing, it'll have been so worth tearing down those walls.

Thank you for sharing this story. I can relate to soooo much of what you wrote! 💜