Hi, James! Ah, I was right! Thought you had a connection to Vancouver/west coast area!
Thank you for your kindness in suggesting remote healing sessions. There is nothing slowing my healing. This injury caused a rare condition, CRPS, which you might have read about in one of my pieces about this whole healing journey, and it takes its sweet time in going. Also, prior to this injury I was still dealing with several significantly traumatic events in England over an 18-month period that left with me a diagnosis of Complex PTSD - and interestingly, many people who get CRPS also have PTSD (jeez, all these initials!).
This body has been put through unbelievable stress and crisis over its lifetime and it just really needs a big 'time out' to rest and recover. I'd been asking for that for a long time and I got it in a way I didn't expect. But I know that without this injury, I'd have still been running on fumes as I had been for a long time, and working crazy hours on my business.
So - the CRPS has slowed me down a LOT and I need it. Every time I feel myself getting too immersed in all the ideas and things I want to create for Witchy or for me, I have a relapse. I get another smack upside the head saying HELLO??? REMEMBER THIS 'SLOWING DOWN' THING WE'VE BEEN TRYING TO TEACH YOU?'
Oh, yeah. THAT. Oops.
I am healing, it is just very slow - because apparently, I'm a little slow, too, when it comes to learning my lessons. Six ex-husbands later ... for example ... I finally got the hang of valuing myself and not letting other people's needs and happiness make me sacrifice my own.
I'm exactly where I need to be and am grateful for the ongoing lessons and insights that I'm getting from this long 'time out'!
Thank you so much for caring!!
Best wishes now and always! 💜