Hi, Markita, thank you for reading part of this - although I'm not sure what you meant about how you could already see where it was going, or the other things you said after that?
Perhaps if you skip to the last third or so, you'll find that it's got a happy ending :)
It's really just about my inability to speak up throughout my life or to express myself (especially creatively) until an interesting conversation with a good friend that opened up a door that allowed me to do that, and in a way I couldn't have foreseen.
I'm sorry to hear that you "don't like where you're at" just now. The great news is that you're working toward changing that!!
You're right about changing within first and teaching it second. You're getting there, Markita. One step at a time :)
Thank you for spending some time with me and for sharing a bit of your journey. 🙏🏻