Hi, there, sorry for a slow reply.
Thank you for sharing some of your story. My goodness ... that's so hard. I understand the crossed fingers but being cautious. We can always hope for better, but it's hard not to expect the worst - or at least, be prepared for it.
And I get how it feels to wish they'd go to prison because they're safe - although it's not always a safe place either, is it ...
My fingers are crossed for him, too. And I will send up some prayers - wishes or good intentions or positive energy or whatever you want to call it - to the universe, the powers that be, hoping that somehow that energy lands with him, along with the good wishes of others who love and support you and him.
Sending you big hugs 💜💜💜