I totally understand!!! I detested Wordpress (every time I ended up trying it again - NEVER AGAIN!) - REALLY did not like Wix - but I love Squarespace. Once I figured it out, it's been the easiest and with most options and flexibility. It took a while, though.

I've had a bunch of websites there and currently, both Witchy's and mine are on Squarespace. Will be starting another one in a few months, Squarespace all the way!

Good luck getting it sorted!! I don't know if I can help but if I can, I will!