I'm so pleased to hear you're having more of those good moments!
It's only very recently that I've begun to be handed more of those. This is the first year of my entire life when there wasn't some form of extreme stress, whether significant health challenges or 'life stuff' that was big and ugly. So I understand what you mean about those negative experiences. They can be exhausting.
I'm so grateful to have finally reached this place. It isn't perfect, but I have so many blessings and am so deeply grateful. I live a solitary existence with nothing to disturb me and am spending my days writing a new novel series (small town romance). I rarely see another human in person, and am quite content.
Yay Zoom and phone chats now and then. That's enough socialising for me. :)
Thank you for your kind message and lovely comment about my writing! 💜