I'm so sorry you've been having such a rough time, Deb. I can sure relate to much of what you said and have felt the same at times in my life. So I have an understanding of your pain and am so glad you're finding your way forward - including physically with walking every day.

I'm only here sporadically myself now, due to my own health concerns so I'm glad I just happened to pop in recently and have seen your post.

I hope you keep writing; you have so much to say and to contribute, even if you aren't always connecting with it. Thank you for this beautifully written post and for sharing your heart so completely.

Sending lots of love and my best hugs 💜💜💜