Oh, my goodness. Ahilya - thank you!! Thank you for reading this. Thank you for your tears - such an honour to hear of them because each one is a gift of compassion straight from your heart to mine.
I love everything you wrote and think there's a lot in it that you could turn into an essay. There are important concepts in your words.
Yes, I've come out the other end and have done my best to reshape myself and my world. I suppose there will always be remnants of the pain, even if it doesn't "hurt" - I suppose there is a quiet wish that it could have been different.
Thank you for your kindness, for sharing your heart, for being so beautifully intuitively YOU and offering your spirit so easily. I'm so glad we're connected! Yay!!! ๐๐๐