Oh, my - thank you so, so much, Barbara - for continuing to read at least a part of this story (not sure how many sections your dear heart will stand!) - and for your beautiful comments! Truly, I do believe that these experiences were for my own growth and education so that I could fulfill my soul's purpose and help others on their journeys.

Or maybe it was just a random bunch of awfulness and I'm doing the best I can with it - who knows?! But in either case, I choose to be happy, to find joy, to live a better life and find meaning and purpose in all I've been through. I know all too well that life is too short and I don't want to waste another moment of it on misery.

I SO appreciate your kindness and support, Barbara. Big hugs to you!