Sending hugs and prayers for your comfort. How blessed you were to have had such a loving mother. I did not experience that in this lifetime. It's the hardest part of loving someone, I suppose - having to cope with the loss.
Having been a medium since I was a kid, at least I know that our loved ones are still close even after they've returned to the spirit realm. It does give me comfort. I don't know what you believe about that, but I hope it gives you comfort, too.
Thank you for sharing your heart with us here, Ellie. This was really beautiful 💜