Thank you so much for sharing this, Missy. I can relate to a lot of this and am so sorry that you experienced so much trauma and abuse in your life. I hope you've found healing or at least are making progress with that. It's bad enough when we're abused in the first place, but it's even worse when abusive parents' choices can still damage our lives for years after we leave home. Sending big hugs to you, and hope you are doing okay.