Thanks for your message, JD. I'm sorry to hear about your health struggles - and holy expensiveness, Batman! I've been so blessed to spend my life in Canada and England, where we don't have to deal with that sort of thing.
I can highly recommend my homeopath, Simon Andrews, who lives in England but works remotely (phone/video) and usually mails the remedy to you, unless it's something you can get more quickly yourself (they are not expensive). He's been a dear friend and my homeopath for 20 years. He's highly skilled and excellent at what he does.
Homeopathy is incredibly powerful but gentle. It's worth writing to Simon to at least have a conversation, tell him your situation, and see if he thinks he can help you.
I have seen Stage 4 terminal cancer completely cured in my care. I have also seen homeopathy make the last stages of life more comfortable. It's worth writing to Simon to see what he suggests.
localhomeopath@gmail.com
I'm not qualified to comment on your current treatment.
Of course your loved ones are all with you, as that's what happens when they return to spirit. They always stay close to us and they can hear us when we speak or think about them.
Thank you for your kind comments on this piece.