Thanks so much, Linda. I appreciate all you said. I'm not ashamed of it inside myself. It's about the judgement of others - even if they don't judge or I don't know if they are, it's my fear that they are, because it's happened.

You're right, I'll never know what made him live the way he did or make those choices.

He hasn't reached out to me in many years but I still send him love every time I think of him, and when I spend time at my altar.

Thank you for your kindness, Linda. It means the world to me. 💜