Thanks so much, Marguerite. I appreciate you reading this, and am grateful to you for sharing your thoughts - and your kind comments about my writing.
I'm sorry that you've had many difficult life experiences, too. I hope you've had healing for whatever happened.
I know what you mean about it seeming easier to believe that nothing has meaning. If it's all just random, that seems to make more sense than believing there was some higher purpose for all of this awfulness.
I guess we'll never know - or at least, not till we leave this life, and as a lifelong medium, I know there's more beyond this, so I hope - I trust! - we'll get our answers then.
Thanks so much for your kindness.