WOW!!! Thank you!! What a beautiful message! Thanks so much! Sorry to hear you've had some similar struggles but YES!! Start a friendship with money. And if you can get those three books I mentioned, you will be so so so glad you did!
Best wishes to you - I'm rooting for you! And pleeeease have a chat with Money and tell it how much you appreciate all it does for you and how it takes care of you and wants the best for you. Maybe even a tearful chat (many of mine have sure been tearful! - often the good kind of tears now - so much gratitude for how things have turned around!).
I would love to know how it turns out for you so please do let me know if you think of it when you start seeing improvements.
Big hugs to you!! 💜