You are definitely not alone, Lovely. I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome for 18 years before I knew that's what was wrong with me. And later I had a significant heart problem for several years, too. It can be discouraging and disheartening but what helped me was learning and practicing mindfulness, bringing myself to the present moment when it was too much to look ahead and feel like I'd never be well again.

A positive attitude makes all the difference in the world - I know you know this, and I know you do this a lot! Sending you lots of love and hugs as you move through this period, and wishing you speedy healing and full recovery.